Finally!!!
Just today, Aishah has founded out her surprise present.

by READING MY BLOG!!! lol of all days to see, She just happen to tend to read, and out of bordness infact.
lol. anyways, better than not realising all the way to the end?
hahas..which obviously it would be impossible.

hahas..
had fun in the studio,
taking photography and playing around with all the lightings
and testing the light meter.
which is a great device to blind your enemy! hahas..
maybe one day i should bring he/she there!!
whahhas..
hmm..
anyways, today is a great day!!
As i finally dont have to worry that, maybe aishah's belated bday present dropped.
or wondering when oh when is she gona realise.
Best of all. Today in the morning, at 8am for vds.
We had to take notes, but Aishah was late!!! whahas.
i was like giving a face like this -> -_-" and said,
"Great! Just when we have to take notes, Aishah is late for class" hahahs..
and starting laughing with serena. which also happens to think it was funny.
it was like fate. that aishah would take 3 whole days to find her present.
and it was through my blog entry.
And this is what i have learned.
Never think that nobody is reading your blog entries.
and don't ever blog any surprise popper! hahas..

MichelleRachel
Great that DS was postpone to a week later.
Giving me time for my AI flash card design.
Thank god.

p/s: Just finish watching "Fred claus" DVD from SP Library.

Wonder if Aishah found out her surprise yet.

Wonder what happen?
Serena and myself during hti lecture.
We were able to prepare our surprise plan.
And sneak a envelope into her bag.

Plan: Was for me to lure Aishah to accompany me to the washroom,
while Serena plant the bomb surprise into her bag.
Location: Inside her HTI notebook.

It was around 12pm, but till now.
which is 12.09am.
She hasn't realise yet.
LOL. call it a half success yet half failure.
WAHAHHAS

This was Aishah's belated birthday present.
A chip in to her desire of buying the "Killer" DVD soundtrack.

I just wonder when, she would even notice it.
Maybe next week, same day on a wednesday when we are having HTI lecture again and
taking noted again.
hahas..

Signing off.
MichelleRachel.
Urge herself not to trust, not to give in. And never to regret.

It just amaze me how life is.
How things ended and became.
Grow and changes. It's not what i expected but
i grow. and moved on.
Never to trust anyone wholeheartedly.
Or you would be hurt utterly.
It hurts to worry, to be on your guard.
But it hurts even more to trust and going through betrayal.
Explain to me.
No one can.

MichelleRachel
I am still me,
just different inside.

Life has taught me one thing, to never trust or believe.
What am i, if i dont have believe..
i wonder.

Hate it when people think that they know everything,
and love complaining and nagging on the simplicity of stuff!!!

And this is usually the cause of source in quarrels.
and hurtful stuff grows and appear.

if it was me last month, i would probably be feeling very guilty right now and remorse about it.
But now, after that incident. I have grown and moved on.
And realise how much i have grown mentally.
I hate things like this.

I am trying to move on..
and be me with a shell protection over me.
Is it too much to ask?



MichelleRachel_
Don't talk to me. Beat it. I don't want to quarrel with you.
Before i say anything more nasty then before or say speaking vuglar which i don't want to.
GET LOST!!

Just continue..
my tolerance is surprisingly strong, even i am surprise.
I believe everything & nothing..

Although, i know it has been awhile since i really blog.
but here goes.
This are some pictures and captions on the 8 November 2009(Sunday),
were i was invited to Chinhui's Housewarming together with my secondary school friends and fuyu. & It was also the very day i lost my phone, on the way back home.
Devastated over the lost of phone but what's over is over. =)
Thinking about it, and regretting it doesn't make much of a different, don't you think? hahas..


Our Journey to Chinhui's Housewarming begins here.
We met up at Sembawang MRT station and headed on to her place by foot.
Since chinhui has commented that the bus services there are like a slow mabill, we all decided to walk in such a hot and scorning, sunny day! Hahas

But i would never complain to take such a beautiful picture of the skies above.
Lovely, isn't it?
Smiles.



The Dinning Area



Enen.
The little mermaid and young mistress of the apartment.
( Actually, she isn't technically living here but who cares, they are family. hahas)




The kitchen Area




A group picture of close secondary school friends!!
(From the right; Chinhui, Meifang, Annie and Myself!!)




The Hall Area
where it comes with a balcony.



The friends' and family invited to her place for house warming.

Hey people and friends!!
It would be great if you guys could leave me a msg and your name. As i have lost my phone and everything is gone.
And i would very much want to stay in contact with all my friends, no matter if we have less conversation to chat with or haven't met in awhile. So please help me out!
Thank you guys so much!!

If you guys find it a hassle to msg me, you can tag me in facebook, or here, or even email. to which it convince you!!

THANK YOU SO MUCH!! =)
muacks! Love you guys!!
WAHAHAS!!!
MichelleRachel*

Hey for people who don't know, i have lost my handphone just last Sunday,


on the 8 Nov 2009.


And it is hard living without my phone, and all the important informations and contact lists which is gone with it. Although, alot of people said that it was impossible to get it back but


i still continue praying and hope the person would eventually return it back to me.


I have way too much stuff.


For example; Up to primary school friends till now in Poly friend's contact list.


Alot of photographs, and lost memories.


Plenty of voice recording during HTI lectures.


Personal Informations.


Medical Informations.


My well-known alarm clock which wakes me up every single time and never fail.


Which now without a handphone, i'm unable to contact anyone nor tell anyone.


And my habit to read time through my phone.





Although, my phone has been gone missing for a total of 5 days now.


I still have the habit of checking time, reaching my hands into my pocket and then realise it's gone. and that isn't half bad compared to this scene.


I thought i heard my phone ringing, and i reach my hand for it.. and once again realise it's gone. And that didn't happen once nor twice. but plenty of times.





ARGHH!! That is the best phone i have ever use. It practically and endurance!


How i wish it was never lost. It feels weird, it's like being in a relationship and not letting go.


I tried and did, but hinder of memorable remains. And i never realise that i was so dependance on my mobile. hahas..





This is my phone!! The silver in colour, SONY ericsson W880i.




After i lost my phone, i tried looking for phone for replacement.
But then, i discovered that i don't fancy any models recently.
And even if i did.
It wasn't a price i could afford. LOL
so all i can do is hope that everything turn out well. (PRAY*)
Just located below is the phone i am interested in, And look at it's
amazing price.

Just today,
My mind of homosexual has changed in a whole brand new way,
i know you must have heard this from others like a million or even a billion time.
but it is very true to me.

i always have been in a neutral stand. i don't object nor despise homosexual.
but now after many understanding.
i realise, what is the different between male and female love?
and male and male love?

it is exactly the same, it all consist LOVE!and love is pure.
i know some people may think that it's not natural, which I'm not saying it is.
I'm just stating that it is not dirty or disgusting either.
if you people think it is, then define wrong, love, mistake and dirty!
explain the difference,
and don't tell me that the reason is because it is not normal.
its already way past that.
nobody is normal unless you think is normal.
And we think what is right by what we set our mind to think.
i admit i rather watch gay kiss than lesbians, that's because in my stand,
as a female, i could not put myself into their position.

But i don't pity or hate them for being them.
instead i would give them a applause for being brave enough to admit.
Its not their fault that they were made this way. I wonder if people would ever understand if i say, humans are born in a way to think what we are taught and what you think is right.

I know it is hard for some to agree in this topic.
As i was one of them. I don't mind homo but i don't really agree of their doing.
But now that i have a better understanding, on how they are and do..
I try putting myself in that stand, which honestly is hard. As some of you knows that i am a strong headed and quite stubborn person. lol but if i can try to change my mind concept.
I'm sure you people can do it too.


p/s: I am completely interested in guys, so don't bother thinking or worrying. LOL!!
infact, if anyone knows taylor starring new moon as jacob black, or anyone that looks like him, omg. (mouth drooling) let me know. hahas.. hahas..
But man is he young. hahas..

Where everything doesn't matter.
i realise that since that particular day,
it doesn't seem to matter anymore.

michellerachel

Michelle Rachel Chng
14January1988
Capricorn
Single
Singapore Polytechnic
Creative Media Design


Loves
♥ God's Creation
♥ My family!!
♥ My Friends!
♥ My Dreams!!
♥ Life in ITE!
♥ Being Happy & Laughing ALWAYS!!
♥ Animals!!!

Wishlists
♥ Overseas trips with my family!!
♥ Dream puppy
♥ DSLR Nikon Camera
♥ Coolpix S60
♥ PSP Slim
♥ Multi DVD-burner
♥ portable drive with huge storage
♥ laptop
♥ Unlimited Animations, DVDS and etc
♥ New Phone

Annie | Arlia | Aziz | Asyura
Brenda "Twin" | Chinhui | Christine
Farhan | Fuyu | Joanne
Joel | Kamaluddin | Melissa
Mr Rashid | Nick | Saranya Evangeline
Riduwan | Riyah | Wanru
Yanna | Kamaluddin | Yokeleng
DCMD/FT/1A/55 |

Finally!!!
Just today, Aishah has founded out her surprise present.

by READING MY BLOG!!! lol of all days to see, She just happen to tend to read, and out of bordness infact.
lol. anyways, better than not realising all the way to the end?
hahas..which obviously it would be impossible.

hahas..
had fun in the studio,
taking photography and playing around with all the lightings
and testing the light meter.
which is a great device to blind your enemy! hahas..
maybe one day i should bring he/she there!!
whahhas..
hmm..
anyways, today is a great day!!
As i finally dont have to worry that, maybe aishah's belated bday present dropped.
or wondering when oh when is she gona realise.
Best of all. Today in the morning, at 8am for vds.
We had to take notes, but Aishah was late!!! whahas.
i was like giving a face like this -> -_-" and said,
"Great! Just when we have to take notes, Aishah is late for class" hahahs..
and starting laughing with serena. which also happens to think it was funny.
it was like fate. that aishah would take 3 whole days to find her present.
and it was through my blog entry.
And this is what i have learned.
Never think that nobody is reading your blog entries.
and don't ever blog any surprise popper! hahas..

MichelleRachel
Great that DS was postpone to a week later.
Giving me time for my AI flash card design.
Thank god.

p/s: Just finish watching "Fred claus" DVD from SP Library.

Wonder if Aishah found out her surprise yet.

Wonder what happen?
Serena and myself during hti lecture.
We were able to prepare our surprise plan.
And sneak a envelope into her bag.

Plan: Was for me to lure Aishah to accompany me to the washroom,
while Serena plant the bomb surprise into her bag.
Location: Inside her HTI notebook.

It was around 12pm, but till now.
which is 12.09am.
She hasn't realise yet.
LOL. call it a half success yet half failure.
WAHAHHAS

This was Aishah's belated birthday present.
A chip in to her desire of buying the "Killer" DVD soundtrack.

I just wonder when, she would even notice it.
Maybe next week, same day on a wednesday when we are having HTI lecture again and
taking noted again.
hahas..

Signing off.
MichelleRachel.
Urge herself not to trust, not to give in. And never to regret.

It just amaze me how life is.
How things ended and became.
Grow and changes. It's not what i expected but
i grow. and moved on.
Never to trust anyone wholeheartedly.
Or you would be hurt utterly.
It hurts to worry, to be on your guard.
But it hurts even more to trust and going through betrayal.
Explain to me.
No one can.

MichelleRachel
I am still me,
just different inside.

Life has taught me one thing, to never trust or believe.
What am i, if i dont have believe..
i wonder.

Hate it when people think that they know everything,
and love complaining and nagging on the simplicity of stuff!!!

And this is usually the cause of source in quarrels.
and hurtful stuff grows and appear.

if it was me last month, i would probably be feeling very guilty right now and remorse about it.
But now, after that incident. I have grown and moved on.
And realise how much i have grown mentally.
I hate things like this.

I am trying to move on..
and be me with a shell protection over me.
Is it too much to ask?



MichelleRachel_
Don't talk to me. Beat it. I don't want to quarrel with you.
Before i say anything more nasty then before or say speaking vuglar which i don't want to.
GET LOST!!

Just continue..
my tolerance is surprisingly strong, even i am surprise.
I believe everything & nothing..

Although, i know it has been awhile since i really blog.
but here goes.
This are some pictures and captions on the 8 November 2009(Sunday),
were i was invited to Chinhui's Housewarming together with my secondary school friends and fuyu. & It was also the very day i lost my phone, on the way back home.
Devastated over the lost of phone but what's over is over. =)
Thinking about it, and regretting it doesn't make much of a different, don't you think? hahas..


Our Journey to Chinhui's Housewarming begins here.
We met up at Sembawang MRT station and headed on to her place by foot.
Since chinhui has commented that the bus services there are like a slow mabill, we all decided to walk in such a hot and scorning, sunny day! Hahas

But i would never complain to take such a beautiful picture of the skies above.
Lovely, isn't it?
Smiles.



The Dinning Area



Enen.
The little mermaid and young mistress of the apartment.
( Actually, she isn't technically living here but who cares, they are family. hahas)




The kitchen Area




A group picture of close secondary school friends!!
(From the right; Chinhui, Meifang, Annie and Myself!!)




The Hall Area
where it comes with a balcony.



The friends' and family invited to her place for house warming.

Hey people and friends!!
It would be great if you guys could leave me a msg and your name. As i have lost my phone and everything is gone.
And i would very much want to stay in contact with all my friends, no matter if we have less conversation to chat with or haven't met in awhile. So please help me out!
Thank you guys so much!!

If you guys find it a hassle to msg me, you can tag me in facebook, or here, or even email. to which it convince you!!

THANK YOU SO MUCH!! =)
muacks! Love you guys!!
WAHAHAS!!!
MichelleRachel*

Hey for people who don't know, i have lost my handphone just last Sunday,


on the 8 Nov 2009.


And it is hard living without my phone, and all the important informations and contact lists which is gone with it. Although, alot of people said that it was impossible to get it back but


i still continue praying and hope the person would eventually return it back to me.


I have way too much stuff.


For example; Up to primary school friends till now in Poly friend's contact list.


Alot of photographs, and lost memories.


Plenty of voice recording during HTI lectures.


Personal Informations.


Medical Informations.


My well-known alarm clock which wakes me up every single time and never fail.


Which now without a handphone, i'm unable to contact anyone nor tell anyone.


And my habit to read time through my phone.





Although, my phone has been gone missing for a total of 5 days now.


I still have the habit of checking time, reaching my hands into my pocket and then realise it's gone. and that isn't half bad compared to this scene.


I thought i heard my phone ringing, and i reach my hand for it.. and once again realise it's gone. And that didn't happen once nor twice. but plenty of times.





ARGHH!! That is the best phone i have ever use. It practically and endurance!


How i wish it was never lost. It feels weird, it's like being in a relationship and not letting go.


I tried and did, but hinder of memorable remains. And i never realise that i was so dependance on my mobile. hahas..





This is my phone!! The silver in colour, SONY ericsson W880i.




After i lost my phone, i tried looking for phone for replacement.
But then, i discovered that i don't fancy any models recently.
And even if i did.
It wasn't a price i could afford. LOL
so all i can do is hope that everything turn out well. (PRAY*)
Just located below is the phone i am interested in, And look at it's
amazing price.

Just today,
My mind of homosexual has changed in a whole brand new way,
i know you must have heard this from others like a million or even a billion time.
but it is very true to me.

i always have been in a neutral stand. i don't object nor despise homosexual.
but now after many understanding.
i realise, what is the different between male and female love?
and male and male love?

it is exactly the same, it all consist LOVE!and love is pure.
i know some people may think that it's not natural, which I'm not saying it is.
I'm just stating that it is not dirty or disgusting either.
if you people think it is, then define wrong, love, mistake and dirty!
explain the difference,
and don't tell me that the reason is because it is not normal.
its already way past that.
nobody is normal unless you think is normal.
And we think what is right by what we set our mind to think.
i admit i rather watch gay kiss than lesbians, that's because in my stand,
as a female, i could not put myself into their position.

But i don't pity or hate them for being them.
instead i would give them a applause for being brave enough to admit.
Its not their fault that they were made this way. I wonder if people would ever understand if i say, humans are born in a way to think what we are taught and what you think is right.

I know it is hard for some to agree in this topic.
As i was one of them. I don't mind homo but i don't really agree of their doing.
But now that i have a better understanding, on how they are and do..
I try putting myself in that stand, which honestly is hard. As some of you knows that i am a strong headed and quite stubborn person. lol but if i can try to change my mind concept.
I'm sure you people can do it too.


p/s: I am completely interested in guys, so don't bother thinking or worrying. LOL!!
infact, if anyone knows taylor starring new moon as jacob black, or anyone that looks like him, omg. (mouth drooling) let me know. hahas.. hahas..
But man is he young. hahas..

Where everything doesn't matter.
i realise that since that particular day,
it doesn't seem to matter anymore.

michellerachel